song_tra_bong: (mary anne)
Mary Anne Bell ([personal profile] song_tra_bong) wrote2005-12-05 12:23 pm
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In-country with Julian: day two

The rain stops around dawn. No one else tried to come through in the night; Mary Anne was disappointed. She never did actually sleep, which she'll correct later, but for now she's awake and alert.

After a quick breakfast, she shoulders her gear. "Thought we'd do a little exploring--there's a spot to the southwest I've been meaning to check out. Alright with you?"

[identity profile] ardens-guard.livejournal.com 2005-12-07 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Watch you sleep? That wasn't the deal - it was 'keep watch while you slept...'

It seems to him that the distinction is an important one to make. But he doesn't say it and is glad that she drops off quickly, because then he can relax. The trash is gathered and buried, because he knows about that too, and then he settles back against a tree, smoking cigarettes that leave no trace, whittling some wood and...finding that regardless of anything, his eyes do spend rather more time on her than anything else.

[identity profile] ardens-guard.livejournal.com 2005-12-08 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
He watches, hands barely moving, making no sound. And tells himself that he's not wondering whether she dreams.

And wondering, too, what its like to feel fear and fight on anyway. Because all humans get scared don't they? And some cower from it and some don't - and she doesn't.

His superiority melts a little as he thinks about it. Because be mortal and brave - it's quite a feat. Stronger than being immortal and brave maybe.

He shuts the thought off. Immediately.

[identity profile] ardens-guard.livejournal.com 2005-12-08 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
She is dreaming.

He watches.

But he won't interrupt, not unless she starts making a noise that might compromise them.

[identity profile] ardens-guard.livejournal.com 2005-12-08 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
He holds her eyes for a moment, unmoving.

Then looks away, blinking.

Damnit!

[identity profile] ardens-guard.livejournal.com 2005-12-08 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
He hesitates. Doesn't want to show weakness - but at the same time, if there's going to be more action tomorrow, then sleep makes sense. He's not stupid.

'For a while then.'

Besides, it'll quiet his mind. He doesn't like what it's doing at the moment.